Last night, I got an offer from Perak Basketball Association to play for Perak.

I don't know should I be happy or sad.

If, I do not accept this offer, I'll miss the chance to play for state. 

I wanted to play for state so badly. 

but, I'm having my mid term now.

My previous results can be said is average.

not so bad, not so good.

I didn't put much effort in my studies. 

because the schedule of my basketball tournaments and examinations always clash

of course, I don't want to be a basketballer in future.

I have my own ambition.

but, I wanted to play for state. It's once in a blue moon for me to get this offer.

I wanted to consult someone but I couldn't manage to get through.

I don't know what should I do.

I guess there's a problem between us and I don't what it is.

The very first person I wanted to ask is you instead my parents

If I tell them this, I definitely will get scolded.

Parents always want their children to succeed in their life.

If last night I can get the answer from someone I think I can manage to handle this.
my answer now is based on Dad's feelings.
I know he will be worry about this.

Today I must give the answer to the Perak Basketball Association 

Should I go? I afraid it will ruin my studies and my future.

Tonight is the Final for my tournament.

It's either Champion or Runner up.

~pierre~